thirty.

It has been a while since I have been on here.
It's been a while since I have been anywhere except space.
I don't know what I've been doing, honestly.
I have David, Paul, Jose and Ryan over all weekend minus Friday.
That was a mistake, of course.
I am torn in two pieces again.

I talked to Kady the other night. It was brief, but enough to keep me alive.
I am ready for the summer.
I want to get out of here so fast.
I don't want ot have to deal with boys any longer.
Especially boys named David.

I thought about living off of vitamin water and power bars for a while. I might do that, honestly.
Even though it will upset a certain boy and a certain girl.
And neither name starts with a D.