sitting in an empty house

The computer won't shut up with its annoying whirring created by the fact that it is suckish and overheats all the damn time.
I mopped the sunroom today because it smelled like piss thanks to the lack of house training my dogs have had.
My mom was slightly suprised I got off my ass and did something other than bum movies off of channels we got for the summer, sleep, and avoid eating.

I've only had about seven hundred calories of food today. It is horrible, really. I've probably drank more calories than I've eaten.
It's not like I'm trying not to eat, it just happens you know? I get hungry right before I sleep so I eat a few skittles or a spearmint candy and then I pass out. When I wake up, it's like somehow the empty hole that is my stomach has been filled in with cement. So I eat something light, and then I eat something else a few hours later. Then mom comes home around seven and makes spaghetti, and I stare at the meat while she makes it and I almost throw up. But damn, Ragu is the best damn thing I've had all year.

I tried to get all the way through lesson 1.08 done for my geometry course today, but I can't take my Lesson 6 exam because it's proctored and password protected and I do not have either things available to me. Which is why I kind of feel like telling my e-teach that she's nice and all but her multi-coloured email fonts and constant encouragement and praises just make me want to scream.

I am afraid to pick up the phone again, by the way. I kind of wonder if people DON'T realize that my dad literally has a member of the CIA on speed dial.