eternal sunshine of the spotless mind stands strong in my favorites of all time.

I don't know where I'm going with this, because I don't know who I am.
What i know is what I like, and what I hate. Your pretty face falls under both.

I like watching television about dead people. dead places. dead movements.
I like watching anything that is considered contraversial.
Give me a marathon of the Steve Wilkos Show, The L Word, Queer as Folk, Skins, Intervention...
I'm set for a while.
I used to love SVU, but it's never on when I look anymore.
Plus, it during the marathon when he broke my heart for the first time.
More than television, I love movies. But not your normal movies.
During the summer I spent my time watching any and every movie I could find that sounded interesting.
I stopped at number one hundred and sixty-something, I think.
I kind of lost track because then school started, and I lost time for everything.

I love playing pretend, dreaming, and writing.
All of these things go hand in hand.
People say I live my life in my head too much.
Maybe it's true, but I think that the world should be glad.
if I were on planet Earth all of the time, people would hate it.
They would hate me a lot more than they do.
When I grow up I want to be a famous writer.
I want to write about things that make people cry, laugh, smile, yell...
and feel like the book was written all for them.

In general, I am afraid. I don't know what I'm afraid of, but I am afraid.
I'm afraid of people. I'm afraid of being loved, but also not being loved.
I'm afraid that one day I will go to sleep and it will be over; it will be the end.
I used to want the end to come sooner than it is, but now...
Now I wish that I could live for another million years.
Maybe reincarnation exists, and I will be able to.
I would do a lot of things differently.

I think the main thing I'm afraid of, though, is me.