period nine to the third power repeating. Elly[bear]

Anything and everything belongs here.
Elly is the side of me that I let everybody see. It's the biggest lie.
She's the happy-go-lucky, nobody can touch me kind of person.
She's the person whom, if you mess with her or somebody she loves, she will kill you.
She gets you to fall in love with her falling in love with you.
Then she pushes you away.

Without her I am lonely and depressed.
But sometimes it's better without her, because she's not afraid.
of anything.
If you offered her pills or alcohol, she'd take it.
That's what makes me wish she were dead.

She used to be Stevie, Steph, whatever you knew her a.
All of that is dead now, though. And that's all that matters.