You wouldn't like me if you knew me.

Do I cause new heartbreak to write a new broken song? Do I push it down or let it run me right into the ground?

There is nothing that I can say about myself that anybody would ever care to know. I know that nobody will ever read this. I do not trust anybody to, really. I always censor myself on the internet, because I know that people are always too quick to judge. I am not the kind of person you would want to take home to your mother and father, after all. It's a good thing you would never want to.

The only thing I am not afraid to say is that my name is not Lucas. I have too many names for all of the sides of me. Maybe you'll get to know one of them, if you're special enough. Nobody knows all of them, trust me. I think I might just try to keep it that way. I am not very trusting of people. I do not trust people to know the truth behind why I am who I am.

Sometimes I think that is why.